It’s going on 3 years since I was first diagnosed with MS. While dealing with this, I’ve had to deal with Covid, I had to switch jobs because I had to adjust to the changes my body was going through. I’ve had several deaths in my family including my step dad, and finding out someone I trusted was not as trustworthy as I thought. It has been 1 thing after another, and I felt like I wanted to die. I wanted the pain to go away, I wanted to forget what I was going through. I wanted to make this person hurt as much as I was hurting. I had so many hateful things going through my mind. Then I remembered I have kids that were depending on me. I have grand kids, that I love dearly. There are several people in my life who I didn’t want to let down. I decided I couldn’t give up, I decided I can overcome this pain. I was able to confide in 1 person who I knows will always have my best interest at heart. Just being able to talk about what I was going through I was able to cope with what I was going through. Life has not been easy these last few years, but I’m a survivor, I will keep going until I can’t.
