I may look like I’m ok, but I’m not. I may look like I’m not in pain, but I am. I may go about my day like I’m ok, but I’m not ok. I’m managing, I have things to do, I have to adjust to my life now. I know before this diagnosis I didn’t know how things were going to be. Now I really don’t know how things are going to be. I could wake up tomorrow a totally different person, I could have a different set of problems than I had the day before. Having these thoughts in the back of your mind is tiresome. Waiting for things to happen is stressful at times. I must go on, I must put one foot in front of the other. Just know I may look ok, but I am not.
