Last 2 years

These last 2 years have been very stressful, sad, challenging and unknowing. The first of the year my uncle passed away, 10 days later I was diagnosed with MS, which affected my vision mostly. About a year later my cousin passed away, then my step dad. Oh and did I mention a pandemic Covid 19 was just starting. To say it’s been hard is an understatement, there have been times that I’ve cried my self to sleep. Days that I didn’t want to get out of the bed, days where I questioned if it would be easier if I were gone. But I managed to make it to the next day. I manage to adjust to all the things that are being thrown at me. I manage to live every day like it’s my last. I’m thankful to still be alive. I’m thankful that I can still work and I’m able to still take care of myself. I’m thankful for my FiancĂ© and my family who supports me, because I do need help sometimes and they are right there to help any way they can, These last 2 years have been hard, but I hope to have many more.