Today was not a good day. I had my annual eye exam and my vision has gotten worse. I already knew this because of my appointments with my specialists and the fact that my vision is blurry more often. I was hoping it would stay the same for a while, but now I just don’t know. I don’t know what to expect from one day to the next. I don’t know if my other eye will ever be affected, or if only the same eye will be experiencing symptoms. I don’t really know how worse it will get, or even when. Not knowing is hard, Not knowing is stressful, not knowing is my life now. I go about my day preparing for the worse, and happy everyday I wake up and I’m able to care for myself, everyday I’m able to see, everyday I’m able to talk and communicate. So even though today was a bad day, Today was today, and tomorrow will be different.
