I know you should never wish anything on anyone but, it’s really hard to explain something if that person is not going through what you are. They can say they understand but do they really. If only they could walk in your shoes for a day, then they would understand. I’m tired of explaining my feelings, I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of apologizing for things that take a lot more effort than it used to. I’m tired of explaining why I don’t want to do something right now. You say you understand but do you really. I wish it were that easy to explain, but it’s not. I don’t think it ever will be.