My life is a waiting game. I’m waiting to take tests, I have to wait for the results. I have to wait to see if my condition will get worse. I have to wait to do certain things, because of how I’m feeling at the moment. I’m not a very patient person, so having to wait has been hard. It’s stressful, it’s depressing, it can ruin your day. I hate waiting, but the alternative is my condition getting worse, me not being able to take care of myself, me not being able to do the things I used to do. So waiting is just what I have to do.
