it’s hard trying not to be sad all the time. I try not to post a lot of sad things that I’m experiencing but it’s hard. I can’t really explain how I’m feeling if I have to leave out the hard things. I don’t go into detail about everything because it’s too depressing to talk about. I’m still adjusting to what I’m going through. I’m still coping with my diagnosis. It has been 2yrs and it still feels like yesterday. It still feels like I know nothing. It still feels like I have no answers. I still get emotional and cry. It’s hard but I’m getting through it one day at a time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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