{"id":30,"date":"2022-02-08T01:13:04","date_gmt":"2022-02-08T01:13:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/?p=30"},"modified":"2022-02-08T01:13:04","modified_gmt":"2022-02-08T01:13:04","slug":"today","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/?p=30","title":{"rendered":"Today"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Today was not a good day. I had my annual eye exam and my vision has gotten worse. I already knew this because of my appointments with my specialists and the fact that my vision is blurry more often. I was hoping it would stay the same for a while, but now I just don&#8217;t know. I don&#8217;t know what to expect from one day to the next. I don&#8217;t know if my other eye will ever be affected, or if only the same eye will be experiencing symptoms. I don&#8217;t really know how worse it will get, or even when. Not knowing is hard, Not knowing is stressful, not knowing is my life now. I go about my day preparing for the worse, and happy everyday I wake up and I&#8217;m able to care for myself, everyday I&#8217;m able to see, everyday I&#8217;m able to talk and communicate. So even though today was a bad day,  Today was today, and tomorrow will be different.   <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today was not a good day. I had my annual eye exam and my vision has gotten worse. I already knew this because of my appointments&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30\/revisions\/31"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}