{"id":25,"date":"2022-02-04T02:44:39","date_gmt":"2022-02-04T02:44:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/?p=25"},"modified":"2022-02-04T02:44:39","modified_gmt":"2022-02-04T02:44:39","slug":"i-am-not-ok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/?p=25","title":{"rendered":"I am not ok"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I may look like I&#8217;m ok, but I&#8217;m not. I may look like I&#8217;m not in pain, but I am. I may go about my day like I&#8217;m ok, but I&#8217;m not ok. I&#8217;m managing, I have things to do, I have to adjust to my life now. I know before this diagnosis I didn&#8217;t know how things were going to be. Now I really don&#8217;t know how things are going to be. I could wake up tomorrow a totally different person, I could have a different set of problems than I had the day before. Having these thoughts in the back of your mind is tiresome. Waiting for things to happen is stressful at times. I must go on, I must put one foot in front of the other. Just know I may look ok,  but I am not. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I may look like I&#8217;m ok, but I&#8217;m not. I may look like I&#8217;m not in pain, but I am. I may go about my day&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25\/revisions\/26"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msandmylife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}